别怪我粗鲁，狗急了还会跳墙，更何况是人呢！

真的觉得自己牺牲了很多，最后一个暑假也过的好无意义，实习和学习都耽误了，不但没赚到多少钱还弄的一身气......

用一小时的工资买来的心意,却被毫不犹豫地转送给他人。

而我能做的只有笑着对那个人说句:没关系。只庆幸是在晚上，因为知道不懂得掩饰自己的我，脸色一定很难看。

 

我想我难过的是自己觉得不舒服却不能表达出来，因为肯定会被说小气。但是......

我想我只能说这个小小的心意对彼此的意义完全不同，如果它对那个人来说也算是心意的话，可能真的就只值这一小时的工资而已。

 

是我又多想了吗？（笑）如果婷婷知道的话一定会给我肯定的答案的。

OKAY，可能是我想太多了，那个可能就是一个价值一小时工资的东西而已，一个折合成人民币后会让人觉得寒酸的小玩意而已。

好吧，我想我以后不会再花哪怕一秒钟的工资来买这种会让人无视的东西了，至少这样就不会有机会让我多想了。

 

那么，各位晚安了^^

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A special name^^also a sounding name, just like you guy!

Michale Scofield, or Wentworth Miller?

 

Can't wait for September, but also can't do nothing except waiting.

Waiting, okay, once again......

God, could you bless me one time at least? If it will not disturb you.

Well, maybe it's also the easiest thing for me.==|||

 

But i really feel good when see your drama or TV show, cause i can understand what you say at least.

quite different feeling when i see PP's show......

Though i can't get Japanese well as i want, but i did my first foreign language much better, that's maybe the reason i feel good.

Or,another reason? you made me see a return i guess, cause the course i've presented most in the campus was it. 

 

forgive me disturbing you again, god, as you're not my belief.

but you know what, your name always appear in my life really, it also really let me feel closer to this charming guy!

cause, at least, we will say the same word when calling your name......^^|||

Forgive me, my god.